how evangelicals lost me, and why I might go back (pt2)
Yesterday, I discussed a bit about our notion that music is the equivalency of worship, and how this has become a predominant belief (whether admitted or not) in church culture. I had a good conversation with a couple friends on that today, and they brought up some interesting points, which I’ll probably explore at a later time. For now, I wanted to point out this comment, made by Tristan. She brings up a very good point, our connection to the “system” will often hinder us from seeing the difficulties created by said “system.” Food for thought.
So, moving on, let’s talk a bit about the second cause for my separation from the evangelical church. Apologetics. I realize that the evangelical church and I have some pretty different views on various issues (IE Biblical issues), and I’m fine with that (fine as in I’ll probably debate whomever wants to, but I understand why you believe what you believe), but the way in which every apologetic “lesson” has been taught (At least to me, I can’t testify to experiences outside of my own) has been on the verge of childlike.
I’ll hearken back to my last apologetics lesson (shortly before I began to leave the evangelical fold, I believe I may have posted on it at the time), it was during my time in a college ministry. One of the questions was essentially “How do we know that the Bible is true.” We were then shown a table with a various number of manuscripts that we have of the Bible, compared to the number of manuscripts we have for other works, the Iliad and the Odyssey, Julius Caesar, and a few other well known works. The point was we have X number of manuscripts which is Y times as many manuscripts as we have of these other works, thus we know that the Bible is true because we believe these other works are authentic (with considerably less manuscripts to work from).
Now, my immediate reaction was “No one bases their entire life off of these other manuscripts, thus the level to which we must require authenticity from a Bible must be higher than that of any other work.” Beyond that, as we start to look at the argument posed by the person that night we see that he really didn’t answer the question. He simply proved the Bible was written, and has been copied. Beyond that, we don’t really have any shred of evidence (based on his argument) that the Bible is true. While the words “Textual Criticism” were mentioned, they were not actually explored.
Also on the docket for that night was the infamous creation/evolution debate. I won’t touch on that other than quote the following (which constantly rings in my mind when I think of church apologetics): “Every time the church and science disagree, the church has been proven right.”
I wonder what Galileo would do if he heard that…
It goes beyond just those two instances, when discussing Lee Strobel’s various works with a local youth pastor (over twitter!) he said “When I read those books I nearly lost my faith.” It took me a few minutes to understand the point he was trying to get at, that we’re given these arguments filled with holes and without touching the meet of “the opposing side’s” argument, in hopes that it will placate us enough to not have to think about it anymore.
The problem is, you can’t continue to feed people surface level answers and hope that it’ll get them through. Eventually they’ll be challenged, and the arguments you provided won’t hold up. Why do churches lose so many youth when they hit college? Is it only the “scene” that’s more attractive, or is it that someone is finally offering some intellectual stimulation that has been missing from their lives?
I think the church doubts it’s laity’s ability to deal with some of these hard issues. I understand the idea of shepherding, and wanting to protect your flock from “harm”, but honestly, by ignoring the issues you’re hurting far more than helping. Interestingly enough, I haven’t yet met a person who has worked through Biblical criticisms and have had it hurt their faith. Changed it, yes, but killed it? Just more food for thought there.
I’ll echo Ehrman here, and say that I’m not positing that we replace sermons with lessons on which books Paul (probably) didn’t write, but instead I’m hoping (asking, pleading, begging!) that the evangelical church puts more faith in its laity. Construct logical apologetic sessions, and don’t simply put something out there and hope it eases the mind. Allow for our human tendency to question, and embrace it! If the church isn’t a safe place to deal with these issues, then the church is lost.
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