my sad fears
So the emergent cohort for the Atlanta area meets tomorrow, but I don’t think I’m going to go.
Why? Because I’m a chicken.
I’m completely comfortable with online posting of my thoughts, listening to others thoughts and opinions, and on carrying conversations. But you get me in with a group of people I don’t really know and I don’t quite come out of my shell.
I can handle like one on one meetings well and stuff like that, but talking to groups of people I don’t know and so on is difficult for me. I’m rather nervous, never having met any of the people and such. It sounds silly, but for some reason it’s a grounded fear for me.
I think I can handle going to an emergent conference and meeting people there, but to me this seems like I’d be trying to “break” into a set group.
Anyways, I’ll let you know if I go or not. (and if I do- what I think)
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